Lamp Burn

FFFFFFF I seem to always forget that my lamp is hot after turning it off. Brush and burn.

I drew this before my business law midterm. I thought it was funny... ಠ_ಠ

Was trying to figure out an ink drawing that I was supposed to start like a week ago. Was gonna do it today, but Utrecht closed early FFFFFFFFFF no paper

This took me a little more than an hour wtffff I am getting really slow. But I like how it turned out. Used photograph from : http://www.milesaldridge.com/ He does some interesting photography. Like a darker fashion photographer. I was just practicing, and then I thought about how my professor told me to practice masters and technical stuff, and then maybe add stuff that is more cartoony or not technical.

Unrelated: Shaun Tan is still AWESOME. Check out his art and stuff here: http://www.shauntan.net/ and also check out his oscar-winning short film [based on one of his books], The Lost Thing.

I don't do things the right way

Well... I liked it. That's the stuffed animal I've kept since I was a wee baby. I named her Bunny. Creative, right?

Anyway, I'm still trying to figure out colors. I couldn't get the red to look the right kind of bright, and I couldn't get the background to look right. Had super problems with bright colors and fucking GREEN in class today. And Bunny's leg is like super giant lol

My ultimate weakness is nature painting. Ughhhhhhh

Thank you, Angry Asian Man for sharing Sex Ray Vision!

 CHECK OUT SEX RAY VISION HERE: http://dfgh.org/

AWESOME electro hip hop pop and remixes. Nerds from Stanford yay!!!!!

And if you haven't already, check out my friend's music: http://robotscience.bandcamp.com/album/good-luck [this is his most recent album, and my favorite so far!]

Represent!!!

Other than that, been totally miserable painting nature. ಠ_ಠ

Crazy busy this week, but for now... the waters have calmed...

COLOR IN MY LIFE??

Went to a Drag Show at my friend's school and saw an attractive boy in drag, who looked good in drag, and was also straight and single???? Too much perfect, avoid situation. lol 

Anyway, what my professor said about finding a style or type of stroke that says WHO I AM as an artist in my art... I've been trying to find things. It is a difficult journey 8***C 

Mostly been inspired by graffiti. Simple colors. Finally took out the massive pack of Sharpies that I have. Forgot that they existed in one of my drawers. 

Hellxia signature what.

Gonna try and start to write down a daily log briefly summarizing things that I do every day. Bought a new tiny sketchbook for it.

lol No seriously, I just created Avatar: The Last Airbender: Appa graffiti fanart. Because my friend had this piece of soap stone or whatever and she is trying to whittle it into a turtle, but THE OBVIOUS CORRECT PLAN OF ACTION would be to make it look like Appa, since it already looks like it anyway. And so I drew this.

Uh.

Sketchbook stuff

Kind of really disappointed with my drawings this semester 8[ 

Prof said that I need to find a drawing style that is not generic and that is who I am. TRUE. And also... omgggg how do I do thissss I've been trying for a while, but maybe my style is just generic D8 I don't know how to vary my lines. MUST CONCENTRATE HARDER.

Tongue-tied... right? RIGHT? 

SO GOOD. And I never liked blueberries before this past month. Whaaattt.

The library.

ECNEICS. Exploratorium FOR THE WIN. Giant groups of children hogging all the coolest exhibits FOR THE LOSS.

I always look really angry when I am drawing self-portraits I MUST LOOK ANGRY ALL THE TIME OH NOES

I was watching something that had video of moving clouds. Probably art 21?? My pattern is really stagnant 8[

I like the bunches of little men people. Thinking of covering pages with them.

I draw things I hate drawing really badly 8[

Idea for a drawing I suppose. Maybe a painting. I find myself wanting to paint more than draw, but I never really get around to painting 8****C


Yesterday was my worst day painting so far!!! Fucking ALLERGIES. GOD. I HATE NATURE SO MUCH BECAUSE OF ALLERGIES. SO DISAPPOINTING TO MISS OUT ON NATURE. And then I angrily stormed off right after class because I had to go to work and because allergies were killliinnggg me. 8[

On the flip side, I bought a new water bottle and it is really awesome and I am so stoked to have it. Wrote some more silly songs yesterday.