Oh.

Just realized that pretty much all the people images I see in patterns are white people.

This started out as one of them and then I made that realization lol HARSH YELLOW WIN? HARSHELLOW. MARSHMALLOW.

ALIVE

Oh photoshop, I have missed you.

Might revisit this again. Noticing things that I can fix. 

I said the other day that female figures portrayed with only the torso, no head, no arms, no legs, an object, really... I said it was overdone. And it is. 

But my recent explorations involve how I, a person of Asian descent, grew up with these Barbie dolls... which aren't even good role models for White people. And in dealing with my internalized racism, I've realized that it is wrong to like being Asian because it is "exotic" or whatever. I should like it for the culture, for the people. Mmm for the food. 

:3

So like... this alien that raised me in the Australian wilderness is really upset that I say "I" a lot on my blog, therefore revealing my true identity. It gave me some pretty valid guidance on how I should change my ways.

The secret is that since you never know who is stalking you on the Internet, since you can never believe anything on the Internet [which is a subset of real life; something along the lines of "virtual reality"], and since you can never trust anyone [not even your parents probably], you ALSO have to lie on the Internet! 

You must conform and contribute to all fallacies and falsities! True, it may be at the point where you can't tell the difference between TRUE and FALSE, TROLL and... LOL? Really, even if you tell the truth at this point, everyone will think you're lying. REGARDLESS, you must lie. Do it in real life, too, so that no one can ever figure out your weaknesses and who you really are. SO THAT NOTHING CAN HARM YOU because, as we all know, having no identity means you can be a high-skilled government assassin and BLOW. SHIT. UP. 

This is my contribution to the Internetz.

:3

Also, new layout because blogger updated their generic design templates. fart.

Also, fyi, I want to be a children's book illustrator. Perfect, I know. :3